These two words sum up what I have been feeling the whole day.. drained because the weariness finally sank in after relentlessly working for the past few days.. I need rest.. lots of it.. I also need sleep.. lots of it too.. unfortunately, I haven’t been able to get a hold of either.. I just realized that resting/sleeping can consume so much effort.. I have been trying to do both but I haven’t been that lucky.. restless because when I finally do doze off, the phone rings.. I instantly jump to pick it up.. hoping that someone would call.. but that someone didn’t.. i also kept an eye on my cell fone just in case any sign from that someone comes in.. but there was none.. maybe I deserve it.. then again maybe I don’t.. a part of me wants to go ahead and make a move.. forget everything that has been said and done.. coz it’s really difficult not having that someone around.. however, a part of me still wishes to wait.. not because of pride but because of importance.. my importance for that matter.. I am not sure where I stand right now.. with a bit of luck, things will go back to the way they used to.. I will realize what needs to be done and when..